RESULTS OUT ON 11th!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEK!!!!!!!!!!
haunted at 1:42 AM
Saturday, January 2
First day of year 2010!! i wanna start it off good. have quite a few New Year resolution. well. . . . .firstly, i wanna be a crappier person, a lamer person or boliao person. haha, most definately most of you would think what the heck resolution is that but it has a purpose in any way. its for me to know and for you ppl to find out if u ppl even wish of knowing. hmmm secondly, i hope i can keep most emotional feelings inside instead of blogging. feel that it aint gonna do any good or change. once i've done that, the next step is be myself!! i live my life, do what i like, crack my jokes. this sentence will follow me through poly i guess. decided to start things this way cause i think the new friends im gonna make should get along with me because of who i am and not who i pretend or who i wanna be. it sort of goes the same for girls. i admit i do hold back certain remarks sometimes because of certain ppl being around. i'ld pretend nthn is wrong and just laugh to distract myself from it. but still it doesnt change the way i look at certain things. some expression are felt but not meant to be shown and if i do feel uncomfortable with certain behaviour i know there isnt much link within us. its like we dont click. its like the first look sometimes either will kan de shun yan or kan bu shun yan. of cos, never judge a book by its cover. i realised that some sia lan ppl can actually be really crappy and funny. they might even be the ones who stand by you in times of need. but i guess its still a (road) i must take b4 realising the actual real person. hopefully i dont offend anyone or make ppl change their perception of me but its a blog anyway its meant to be a place to express your feelings right? ends here!! nights!! HAPPY 2010 DAY ONE!!!!
ps: will ppl celebrate valentine's day during their CNY visiting?? hmmmmmmmmmm. . .. . . ..
haunted at 12:36 AM
Wednesday, December 30
ever wonder why i watch naruto? some might find it lame but firstly, there is a story to it, it not some lame anime with shitty storyline. secondly, it does have certain touching part. though some part of it are exaggerated there's a msg to it. and finally it makes me laugh at certain part, its like comic relief.(lol, literature term)
haunted at 12:41 AM
Sunday, December 27
Funny Tobi and others.
haunted at 4:34 PM
Friday, December 25
7/10 of christmas day spent on sleeping. hmmmm, i guess it doesnt matter what day it is, life will always be the same
haunted at 11:06 PM
Thursday, December 24
sigh sigh, decided to do some blogging after so long. thr's nthn much to blog about also. used to blog about feelings but now it seems that i've realised that some things arent gonna work out no matter how hard u try. continue trying and u either piss the person off or u end up hurting yourself. decided to let nature take its course. oh well, so den i should find some distractions right?? haha but sadly to say "distraction" came to me by itself. getting so much shite from one person after another. bullshit, bullcrap. whatever it is its something, some ppl that i must live with, live on till im old enough to have my own house, have my own say. till den, i can do nthn but to endure. hmmmm, k la. i dont wanna blog anymore. quite sian also. why isnt there a voice blog?? whr u speak and its recorded. typing is such a pain in the ass. its troublesome too -.-# i shall go draw more pictures!!!! ciao
haunted at 6:20 PM
Monday, December 21
haunted at 2:27 AM
Wednesday, December 16
isit alright to say im sick of my dad? cuz i am.
haunted at 3:18 PM
Friday, December 4
haha done with relinking, a few only xD
haunted at 3:16 AM
Me
name: Josh
age: 16
my blog isnt emo, its just
abit dark coloured, abit.